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TREESHAAELL@BLGSPT
Just Let Me Be.
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Patricia Enrico Lora
J810 - HJK ♥ nuffsaid.
GOD, familia, & mains
represent! pinaaay.
freshie @ JCSS
FOCUSED
RAP,R&B,KPOP i live to it.


What's on my mind always needs to be let out and i don't give a fuck if you care of not, you just gotta listen.
-SMDBTCH
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Chillin in comptech wondering what i should do about you next.. ugh.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010
I'M THE STUPIDEST ASIAN CHICK TO LIVE.
I think i just scored a high 70 on fcuken music. I'm so slack. It ain't cool.
TOMORROW, RELIGION. 3/4

I know sometimes i can be a hardcore bitch, slap you in the face, punch you in the stomach and rip your guts out. But there's reasons for all this bull. Something i find imma loose, y'gets? It sucks.
Observe, drop, spill. Words of my sisterfromanothermister.

- Awh, someone loves us ghetto chicks. Guess who? Jano our sexxified 6 year old boyfriend.
LOL, no comment i was creeped.

" Make some noise if you wanna be my replacement girl replace this girl. "

Monday, January 25, 2010
Y'HEAR THE SONG THAT'S PLAYIN?
that's m'jam.

Exams, you suck. Got me running around like some crazy child.
Gottah quit procrastination and lofting. I got Friday-Tuesday, I GOTTA STOP.


*Baby, imma give all my heart to you. It's fragile, please don't break it.

-lorapatricia

Friday, January 22, 2010
EXAMS YOU'RE KILLING ME.
c'mon math, you needa boost .

When you asked me how long i can hold on to you i wanted to say forever, but i didn't know if you felt the same. So i made my answer complicated than it really was.

- lorapatricia

Sunday, January 17, 2010
REST IN PEACE NANAY.
Mahal na mahal kita, at least you're with Tatay now right?
I know i haven't been around at much because of the long distance thing.
But every time i'm at the phills, and i spend that 3 days with you it hurts cause i know you won't be around for long and that i'd miss you soo much. Thank you for everything, i know you loved me and Angeli so much. And we too love you soo much, we'll miss you. And you'll alaways have a place in my heart Nanay<3>

And now is the start of seeing my mom in tears, and i know she won't stop for a while since you're the one who raised her when her mom wasn't around.

R.I.P <3


Saturday, January 16, 2010
I feel intimidated.
I feel intimidated even knowing you.
I just can't get at that level.
... correction, i just can't get at your level.

You were friend material too me,
we were the bestest friends
but after you i learned not to give trust away to easily.

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, and she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
-BMarley.

Saturday, January 9, 2010
STRESSED, i honestly cannot waste my time or i'll fail.

Finally after 10 hours, i finish my culm.
And i still have to study for science and finish music.

I hate this, and i wanna kick ass right now.

JN810, you catch my drift? You better.

-lorapatricia.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010
PATRICIA YOU CAN DO THIS CRAP.
YOU CAN, REALLY.

Three weeks to bump it up isn't enough for me.
But i guess i deserve it for slacking a whole 3 months. fMl.

I CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN DO IT. I WILLLLLLLLLLLLL.
but i hate it some much.

All nighters, i hate the sheitkjjsdh out of you.

* you make every minute of my day

-lorapatricia


Sunday, January 3, 2010
School, I'm starting to really hate you.
I can't believe i use to love school not cause of friends but cause of the work.
STRESSS, exams, exams. Watch me bawl in tears when i get stuck on a question. Hopefully that won't happen, and imma study hard. Cause i need to pass everything y'know?

If you're reading this...
I haven't got my dose of you today, but i better get it tomorrow.
NUFFSAID<3

I just gottah get to the level i was 2 years ago ;\ FML.

Devil Wears Prada, thumbs up. Good movie.

-lorapatricia.

Friday, January 1, 2010
Happy 2010 EVERYONE!

So i chilled at Nathan Phillip square yesterday with the fam, and we went down to watch the countdown. And i got lost in the big-ass crowd. I was so close to panicking because some random man grabbed my waist to move aside, and a bunch of people were drunk and high. Luckily, i had my mamadukes in the hotel still and i left the crowd , and spent that one last minute of 2009 with my mama.

A FRESH START, is what you always wish for when something you aren't proud of happens. It only comes once in a while, and it's not everyday a new year starts. So let's make this good, and a year you'll be missin when 2011 comes:

HANG ON THE SCHOOL WORK.
Do NOT slack. even if it means missing events, parties etc to study or finish up things. Get everything up, cause i know i can do better than w the level i'm at right now. Make yo peeps proud.

BE A MORE LOVING SISTER,AND DAUGHTER.
Be a less pain-in-the-ass, to rents, and be more patient with my sister.

FRIENDS.
Fix those 'situations' with friends, and let them know they still have you even if you don't got them no more. Get back what you lost. And Don't judge, get

PERSONAL GOALS.
Continue to find time to practice instruments, dance, and get yo vocals back. ( I'm at that level again! )
* Learn a new instrument before 2011, and at least be average at it :)


-lorapatricia.




Wednesday, December 30, 2009
LUCKY I GOT YOU ; )

Champs, yes only you two would know.
gottahloveyou.

DJ HERO. MATCHING CHUCKS.
Lovin' yesterday ehhhy.

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban keeps me awake, along with talking to you till 2 in the morning.
Our late sleeping habits will kill as soon as school starts. <3

-lorapatricia.


Tuesday, December 29, 2009
D'AW.

What a heart to heart conversation with p.coronel.
I love guys who just listens, gives advice, and goes along with it y'know? PROPS KUYA.
" These are all challenges sent by Kuya Jesus. "

That's true, but sadly there are more challenges to come.

I remember when i was little, i use to whine and say to my mother, " I CAN'T SLEEP, IT'S TOO EARLY! " Her response was, " Close your eyes, and reflect about your day, and the past. "

I had no idea what she meant and thought she was bullshitting me. But now i understand what she said, and i do it almost everyday. You just lie in bed and, think. You just think yourself to sleep about the good, and the bad that's happened in your life. And slowly drift to sleep in tears or a smile.

Sadly, these days peoples personalities are just for show. I guess they just wanna be someone they're not. NO BIG DEAL. Well my ASS. To me it is a BIG fkn DEAL, and it pisses the crap outta me.

" Stop trying to be that perfect barbie doll. Look beyond it and you'll see, they're all made the same, out of the same material ...plastic. "

-lorapatricia

Friday, December 25, 2009
LMAO.

So, i'm seeing my asianfam again. OH I'VE MISS YOU LOSERS.
MALIGAYANG PASKO :) Ah, my stupid phone is still at the mall. I'll see THAT tomorrow.

All i need this Christmas is happiness, that's all. And i got it.
highfivemenigs,

24,25,26,27,01. Im booked like a bitch, i won't be home chillin' for a while.

* you never fail to make me smile.

" Starting a new year is like starting a new book. You don't know what's coming your way till you explore further. "

-lorapatricia.

PS: I WANT MY FFFFFFN 8eight Infinity soundtrack ! GOSH.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009
YES, you're just a friend. Thanks and good bye.

Hearing all this shit from other people yesterday? About how everyone knew about everything, and how everything was a GAME? (no exposement)

... People like me are tired of people like you. So get nnnnniguh.

YESTERDAYWASWOAH :
:) awhman .
LMFAO KIM, get at that.

" I guess life is just like an obstacle course. It has its ups and downs, highs and lows. And even though you're trying to get through with soo much pain and exhaustion, you just want to make to the end like a winner. "

-lorapatricia

Tuesday, December 22, 2009
you bitch smd.

after all that it was a game?
fuck you ehy , and yo i didn't know.

Life has those hard times. And i've experienced them too much, and fortunately adapted to them. I learned from the past, used what i've learned in the future. And now, i'm pro at getting up, wiping those tears and leaving shit behind.

So everything's fine, and imma leave it where it's at. Cause life is flowing great.

" Those bullshitters don't know how much game they play, and how much hearts they break. "
^ remember that shit .


But at the same time i also wonder, who i can REALLY trust. Catch my drift ?

-lorapatricia.

Update: 12:50 PM , KARAMA'S SUCH A BITCH .

Saturday, December 19, 2009
It's unexpected, really.

Kay, I'm done. You're done. So what's done is done.
I really just need to talk to you and make what i heard and what you were going to hear, clear.
But right now, you're kicked out of my life and seriously it was not easy. And everything good, and im happy.


Christmas Break Accomplishments :
- FINISH ALL MY BOOKS, yes i am currently reading four books at the same time.
- STUDY, STUUUPID EXAMS (n)
- HELLO AYER AND DANCE, I'm picking you for friggen music.
- HI MATH IM KICKING YOUR ASS.

I know all these goals are school related, but y'know,
" What i learn from the past, will help me in the future. "

...And im not referring to JUST school. I'm also talking about life.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Goals:
- to make every moment count before the holiday.
- turn this waste into a song.

I love you so fucken much, thank you for keeping up with me all the time and listening to all my problems and all i need to say. Just to tell you, IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU SO MATTER WHAT. Cecilia Pham my chow mein IFLY.

It ain't the same, but i just gotta keep my head up cause i'm heading in the right direction. The direction where i planned to go before but never ended up doing, till now. Today ain't just some next memory. It's something i wanna keep in my life diary. It was full off laughter, carefree, love. And even though memories of bullshit came up, y'know as long as phamham is there everything's fine.

" Musicians express their emotions through music, sound. "
... And that's exactly what i'll do .

-lorapatricia

Monday, December 14, 2009
Everything is just so,
" TYPICAL and UNEXPECTED. " things in life just 'kick' in, and you don't know why.



-lorapatricia.

Saturday, December 12, 2009
When you asked me how i was, i said i was great.
I lied.
I miss you, but i know you're better off without. So i did it, covered up how i feel and said the opposite. Truly, i have no idea what happened. But i know we both have so much in our hands right now.
Remember time you said " you'll never leave "? Sometimes i wish i never asked you if you came back.
I'll let you be. Man all i want to tell you is that i loved you a lot. And i still do, but i know i gotta push it away right now and forget for a while.

-lorapatricia.

Friday, December 11, 2009
1. You are all bullshit, nigguh please :|
2. Hi fake ass, imma bug the fuck outta you.
3. Catch, just cause.

-smdbitch.

Thursday, December 10, 2009
Where you at? I don't know.
But shit is evolving, hm.
I don't want it to.

-smdbitch.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Fine, s'all good.
I AIN'T BULLETPROOF, SO STOP SHOOTIN'.


-smdbitch.

Friday, December 4, 2009
I'M LOOSING.
I known it's only been a couple of days, but I'm prolly getting on your nerves. I think i should just let you be, do want you want do what you need.

-SMDBITCH.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009
So much shit guy.
I'm drifting from so much, and honeslty i want to keep you all.
But if you really wanna leave, i guess i'll have to let go. But i know the important ones will stay, y'catch my drift? Ugh, i just gotta get back up on my feet, I'm not wasting my time and staying at this forever. I gotta move on form the paaaast son.

YOU GUYS ARE SUCH DICK SUCKERS, lmfao agatha you dry bitch. And joy catch up, you're so blonde at dis. I LOVE YOU BOTH, and your efforts. LOL

> and WHORE bitch SHIT, who gives a fuck if I'm " sooooo smallllllllll, awwwwwwwwwwh ."
Well, no shit you're the planet. And who said you can talk to me, you think i forgot about the dump you said about me last year? NIIGUHPLEASE. NAAAAH BHEE, i still keep you're useless shit in my head, idk why D; LMFAO, yes agatha i do the 5-second-lift-up-my-eyebrow-who-the-fuck-said-you-can-talk-to-me look still LMFAO.

I'm so bitchy today.


- SMDBITCH.

Monday, November 30, 2009
LMFAO, my mom found out i pierced my ears three times, finally mama. " HIHILAIN KO YANPAG NATUTLOG KA! " lmfao sure try, I believe in you mother :)

Today was a gay son of a bitch. Seriously, till i got home THEN it was alright.
Kudooooos Julliette Lai, thank you for my third. And good luck i love you bitch.

Hello geometry, i like you wanna bang? Kay, imma do better now. SO MORE FUCKEN SLACKING cause that's sorta gay and it won't get you ANYWHERE. Mmmkay, number one JOY MACK THAT SEXY FREAK ;) Two, omfg FOBFOB getting some booty daaaaaaaaaaamn, that's a first (ihopeyoureadthis.) Three, agathaaaaah we all love you you'll never be replaced by us.

- I organized my binders finally, and it's all neat and shit HIGHFIVEME.

AWHCRAP, i totally forgot i have some messed up religion test ..

PS; you can never make stop smiling ehy? sucks man ;)


-SMDBITCH.

Sunday, November 29, 2009
Today is such a motherfucken off day. Yesterday? julliett carried me, i smack my other hand, look at my right thumb and a piece of my thumb came off. Like how the fuck is that possible?! So today as i was enjoying my cup of hot coca and BAM fuck, it spills all over me. Idk, I'm so loser, it's loser. It's looks so ugly I'm not even gonna lie. EEEEEEEEH.

So don't you guys have a friend that always seems to be right when they give you advice? Or like sometimes, they can predict WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT? Omgah, danielle krivec you kill me. And as i explained before, I'm scared. Cause i know the way i handle things like 'that' aren't enough for me to get through, and it's a long process to for me to just 'get up and leave'. I know you losers probably don't get what I'm saying, but to me it makes sense, i just gotta vent y'know? And you were right, what you predicted to happen. Happened. Not to me, but to her. ARHG, and it's friggen insane cause, I'm just like so fucked. I'd shit myself when you predictions occur to me.

AGATHA, this girl man. We talk about the most deepest things, it's pretty amazing. Like i bet you your friends would be like STFU. But her, gosh DYING, EATING, BOOOOOYS, 2012, RELIGIOM, INFLUENCES, DRUGS, BOYYYS. LOL ohman, gotta love this chick.

-SMDBITCH.

Saturday, November 28, 2009
Hello buffalo USA, imma take your shoes, clothes, and food. Mhm, my mother wakes me up at fucken 6 am to beg me to come with her to buffalo, yes i turned down the offer. But beause it was 6 am, and i slept at like 1? But thank you for the thing called BRIBING.
New moon, finally. TAYLOR is some sexy ass beast with a fucken EIGHT PACK. Stfu, i swear it's like eight. He's sexy like that. Btw, for all those losers that fuck around with my friend, GTFO we didn't ask you to, they could do much better then you think.

-SMDBITCH

Friday, November 27, 2009

So now you know the whole story, we cool na right?
I'm back shit, no more thinking back wondering "wtf would've happened" cause i got you here now don't i?
So don't leave right now please? Cause you're the reason i got up back on my feet (:

- YUHSMDBITCH



11 : 25 PM UPDATE :
I'm starting to witness, HIGHSCHOOL DRAMA
(n) ohshit.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Yo just shoot me right na, i don't feel it y'know?

Tuesday, November 17, 2009



Kay, fine i'll leave you alone...
I'll leave you for the second time, s'all good.
STILL, i hope i can make things better?
I guess, that's what i get man if i mess with shit.
i just realized.

IIIIIIIIIIIGHT.
Time to get happy, no time to bring myself dowwnnnn.

sevenypibe% avrg, LMFAO.
oh weelll better then i excepted, i gotta get it up.
OHMAN.


Saturday, November 14, 2009

You popped up a lot lately this week, it's not even funny.
You taught me to be more aware, I was aware, but not about everything.
I tired to let go. I forgot for a bit, but honestly y'know what?
I didn't let go. I just want everything to be okay between us.
Cause i can't get this out of my mind. FRIIIIIG.
Yoo, I let go, come back now please?

- hit me in the head and smd.


Thursday, November 12, 2009
When she told me, i was speechless.
Hurts that SHE had to tell me, and it couldn't come from you.
The reason was cause, I didn't wanna loose a friend ... a really close one, over a guy. I didn't wanna betray someone like that. But you're also partially correct. I never knew the i mess everything around, you could've told me you know? I know the truth hurts, but you hurt me enough. You hurt me by completely NOT talking to me ever again. But fine it's cool, if you don't want to i'm not forcing anyone. But you're kind of wrong, i know what I'm doing, but i didn't know i was doing it that way. You popped up a lot this week, and it's pissing me off. I know i should just forget, and move. But i felt so bitchy this week, kinda sucks don't you think. You told me I'm NOT a bitch, then how come you make it seem like I am one?
Yes, the truth does hurt. It hurts a lot, it's just pain i can't endure.


-Hit me in the head and smd.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

All my energy is gone.
Dunnoe.

I'm done trying, i give up on you, she can take you.

I gotta get back on track, stupid midterm :\
gosh im suppose to ace my math test on friday to bump my mark waaaay up, but NOOO. They won't make it ehy? Well, you suck. Cause I'm working hard.
And science, you fooled me i'm sorta hating on you to. And jullieet, i miss you sitting behind me! MY GOSH, so much changes. JHDQKJHWD I promise, second rep cards WILL be sexxed :)

I need some sleep.
Hit me on the head and smd. <3


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

No comment.
I feel, gay ;\ ugh.
BYE CREEEPS. <3


Monday, November 9, 2009

FUCK CHAT LOGS.
FUCK IT
IT SCREWED MY DAY.


What makes it worse, you don't even talk to me no more.
I know I'm outta your life, but at least keep the bond we had?
...Cause i miss it, i wanna tell you. But i can't.
NUMBERONE; you'll think im some btich anyways.
NUMBERTWO; you're to much of a friend.
NUMBERTHREE; you're dealt with ?

I read it, this time. I read BETWEEN the lines.
FUCK LOVE. JUST FUCK IT.
I seriously didn't know what i had till it was gone.
It doesn't even wanna come back.



Tuesday, November 3, 2009
When he told me that, i wanted to correct him and explain why.
It was a good reason, trust. I didn't want to loose a close friend over a guy.
It was right, i know fo'shure.

We think the same.
We act the same.
We get along.
BUDDY!
it was meant to be, to meet each other.
YOOOO MA ASIAN FRIES :D

- im ouuuut. forsheit.




Monday, November 2, 2009


AYOO, it's on and off.
awhsheit.
But y'know? typical.
We called eachother last night,
after FOUR DAYS, (only four right)
well it was like forever.
We're back on track?


onehouuuuroorso.- latenighttalks? He's gonna fly here <3

Tuesday, October 27, 2009


Update/10:13PM


Alright
buttcheek.
Lay off the shit on them please?
I know how it feels, guys i feel you.

QUEZ; fucken intervals.
science lab is scaring me.

* Tomorrow is gonna be gay, but ch'know you make my day !
randomize. i know you can't touch that 5 second rhyme.

NTS; - Gotta learn how to put eyeshadow in properly.
- SAVE UP AGAIN, cause i just officially got broke.


+ g'nightloosers <3



I GOT MY FUCKEN DOMO BAG <3
iight, lets see tomorrow? recheck.
Civies yo, im wanna like dress a fag just for the fun of it.
alright, i still do trust.

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMBYE.
i wanna sleeep


Monday, October 26, 2009


I just can't.

It's time to get my head back in the game, i
started and i feel proud.

I'm learning to find myself.
NO JOKE.
I just need to do this right now.
JEROME? help heeeeelp. STICK WITH ME BUDDY :)
I need to go back. Not too far back, just at the right spot.


* you make me smile, you.
i just think you should know that raychard.<3





Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Oh man you made my day,
as it says it everywhere cause, you did :)

I haven't blogged in a while,
and i think many people noticed that so they stopped stalking it.
oh well, y'naaaaw?

IIGHT SCIENCE,
MATH STUDDDDDY D;
c'mon ptrish, you can ace this!
LMFAO that woman who educated people on sex is sexy :)
what a smart ass, she gets it in your head. KIDS LISTEN TO PAM!

imyimyimyimyimyiymtjkkyjrhsfdkshkjfhs.
LATERLOOOSERS♥


Saturday, October 17, 2009
KOREANNNNNMODE.

HOLY WISHLIST?
-Palm pre/ Chocolate Lg, (korea)
-BIGBANG IS BANGING MY MIND
-SAMSUNNNNNNG CAMREA.

holy, nikki i love you

+ yesterday, hmm (: ily.


mommah, take me shopping today, thanks!
byelosers

Monday, October 12, 2009

I'M HAPPY, I'M HAPPY, I'M HAPPY.
- finally, it's back into place.
12:55am HIGHFIVE.


I'M A FAILURE.

science can smd!
same as math, yet it's fun.

thanksgiving, with les reyes

" You're edward, you're jacob. "
we're such complete losers.


Sunday, October 11, 2009


THANKYOULORD!
Finally, 95 percent of the things are back in place.
thankyou thankyou thankyou.
NO LIE, the past two days were so hard on me.
SPECIALLY, if you find out your mother isn't gonna be with you no more.
imma make you proud mama, and show you it's worth living here.

* Y'KNOW
like screw that shit that happened, it's done. I'm
SOOOOOO close to fixing it, everything .
FUCK THAT SHIT I SAID :)
imma talk to you again now, i can't last this long without..

imissyouuraaaychard

buhbyestalkers.
I GOTTA STUDY FOR THIS FCUKEN MATH.

Friday, October 9, 2009

This sucks.
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, to like all of you.
ALL OF YOU.
I feel like a massive bitchbitchbitch, i'm suppose to be
happy but im not.
I'M SORRRRRRRRRRY.
+ sorry i pissed you off pos.
i can't stand people i adore getting pissed at me, i just can't.
Yes, i know that was stupid, but idk... idk.

100809♥
-ohman.


Tuesday, October 6, 2009



MUSIC TEST TOMORROW!
studying fucken hard patrish..


- EYE AP TODAY, yo i look high.
- FX HOMECOMING? yes cecilia thanks
- OHSNAP, lmfao hmm yeah.
- CIVIES, tomorrow finally.

" I'm sorry but, this is how i roll. "

Monday, October 5, 2009


"I pity on on them for being fags."
- Christopher Ong.

I know this anger isn't worth my time. It's a waste, so i'll ease up on the bitching
But why do you guys judge so much?
-JEALOUSY?
-ANGER?
-OR DO YOU JUST REALLY THINK THAT?

just keep it to your thoughts to yourself, cause you'll ruin shit.
I was so close to beefing with you nnnn.
BUT, i gotta chill now right?
ain't worth shit, mess with them
...you mess with me.

-nuffsaid♥
tomorrow truth reveals? LOL, yuuh.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

IT'S ALL GOOD, for now.
Hoping it wouldn't happen again anytime soon.

" if love isn't a game, why are there so many players "
...well lets make this quote more realistic.
Why are YOU such a player?
You're breaking so much out there, trust.
This doesn't even include me, but i'm just saying when i heard, i was all,

YO WTF!

so please, just stop?


psssst! hey, i like you :)

-nufsaaaaaid.




Saturday, October 3, 2009

TRUST ME, that was the worst morning anyone could wake up to.
just imagine leaving people you love behind..
It's just so sad. HOW EVERYTHING IS TEARING APART.

luckily, i have those people who'll stay by my side no matter what...right?
- you guys have no idea what i go through.

it's really sucks.

PS; i think i do, i actually do :)
but that additional problem is not yet solved.














Friday, October 2, 2009
It's this CONFUSION y'know?
you might be like WHAT, but it's true.
for a FACT i'd pick you.

but theres another problem, kjwhkjeh.
Unfortunately, this ain't the way things roll. IT'S ONE AND ONLY.
And see i told you things would already slowly drift away. Hence the ONE AND ONLY.




d'aaaw, kathy let's swim in shit and piss.



I'm not gonna lie, that was the worst 1 second so far.
I over heard. Ohman, i guess it ain't my turn, at all. Dunnoe.
On the other hand, you. Yuuuh you. I dunnoe.

Today was pretty chill, got my wish for a Vanilla Bean Frap.
IT'S THE SEX RIGHT YOU GUYS? I know you agree :) It's so yummy.

Only if i could fix anything i wanted.
I'd fix it.

btw, i''m poor, broke i have no more mulaaah . OHGAWD.

;cec, get me in next weeek iiight?

bye losars, yet i'm the one with the blog ♥

Thursday, October 1, 2009
ONE MORE MONTH. braces gone :)

So, you're a betch you betch.

I get so exhausted from school now.

> Shit happens i know for a fact, i got your back bitch ;)


NUFFSAID?
yes already.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009
HEY LOSARS.

Today was an ugly bitch.


LMFAO jullieet we WILL find it on someones ass.
LMAO, we got bitched at :\ But still, HILARIOUS.

MALL? now, truue VANILLA BEAN FRAP here i comeee nnnn.

i changed my thoughts :)

nuffsaaaid.


Tuesday, September 29, 2009
lmfao, so this text touched me :]
" ahaaa Patricia Enrico Lora + Nikki Rose Legaspi foreber & eber "
cause we need no man right? RIGHT LOL .

HM, i'm not gonna start shit anymore i don't care whether good or bad happens.

POSITIVE, we gon' be alright =\ AIN'T WORTH THE SHEIT.

okaaay music i wanna ace you. BAAAD.
School is pretty amazing actually.

+ I NEEED THESE BRACES OFF. Sched me this week? por favor.
Thursday next week? hm. MAYBE.

Nuffsaid .

Monday, September 28, 2009
Today? HM, pretty sick day. ;)

I know that my life was pretty messed up before and now. But i think it's much more better where i'm at. Highschool? Made lots of friends, became more of a hater, created haters, found my real self. SOOOO imma stay this way cause, it's pretty descent. I DON'T EVER WANNA GO BACK.

If you wanna hate, then hate. No one can stop you.

DUUUDE ACED MY MUSIC 8D ohyesbitch! fcuuuukyou baritone i told you i'd make it through :)

OHSHIIIIT! i forgot, i have some gay science quiz FMLFMLFML.
please kill me now.

hey you're cute

nuuuuffsaid.
BAMBITCH.

Saturday, September 26, 2009
12:27 korean noodles ftw.

i achieved my goals for finishing :
MUSIC- thanks clifford!
SCIENCE-in your face positive!

I've been talking to negative the whole day, computering and i still managed to finish two subjects. LMFAO science took me eight hours to finish. WHAT A FAIL.

i honestly don't know. I know anytime soon, im going to loose all this. Which is good cause, we all need...
ONE - fat joe ft akon

Sly Fox sick song!, NASSSSS IT UP.

BTW; I'm no bitch you asshole. You just have no idea what you did.

OUTBAYBEH, niiightnnngs.






YESSSSS, i finally caught up on my sleeping, DON'T FEEL SLEEPY NO MORE

Math, ugh
Science love it (:
Music, omg i need help on that.

Not much homework, but whatever.


WHOA, I'M LOST. whatever, let's go with the flow baby.
one day everything will make sense.

IIGHT, OUTBITCHES!

btw, nikki you exposing botchh ♥ goshlmfaolmfao.

Thursday, September 24, 2009
Ohman, I DON'T KNOWWWW :)

I'll let go, sorry.

ukinamshit, right? RRRRRRRRRIGHT.

nuffsaid, i feel light-headed.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009
HOY YOU GUYS ARE UNKINAMSHIT.
dude it was 15% accurate, so i dunno. LOVIN THE TAGALOG SHIT WORDS :)

^nikkks, i won't sipsip your titi. lmfaao!

BTW; haters leave now. I didn't ask you to stay.

KAY SO, i will break your jaw bitch :) nuffsaid.

Duuuuude, so i don't know what to think anymore. AWH, i get so into the moment, it's like omfgjkahjda.
But, y'know don't rely on shit too much, it might not ven be worth your time. I actually dig that deep in my head.

YUUUUH, fml left my math text in my locker. So no homework unkinmanshit.
I'm so ditching Cabot next year, OHMANN, xavier is the way to goo .

So i sang myself to sleep yesterday, fail. My mamasita called me crazy. Whatthepack.

nothingelsetosay.
OUTBAYBEH.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Nice day today right? RIGHT.
i totally agree, except there were a couple of encounters with the word FML.

fuck that whatever.

OKAY; so i have a problem with you. You little fucker, i won't ever trust shit again.
You lied to me. You fucken lied. I told you the truth, you bitch.

" Kill the past to make room for the future " > follow this shit.
OHMAN, it does come when you least except it.

For now, just ignore it. Don't worry girls, it'll come around TRUST.

i'm happy today, don't ruin it.

outbitches


Monday, September 21, 2009
HEY STALKERS ;)

i'm fcuking bored.
And i barley say i'm bored, so that means i'm actually bored.

DON'T wanna do homework,
WANT to procrastinate, psh don't worry i catch up. NO SHIT i'm asian :)
hohman, mirroring in religion was like the best laugh of the day, today's so boring.

THUNDERSTORM?
yes, i love getting scared. >;)

btw, wtf is up with people and my earrings, GOSH yes they're FLOWERS DUMBASSES.
FML, baritone. Honestly i play three notes. WOW.
+ loving the texts during class, i find it so hilarious.

OHMAN, kay what else?
nothing, OH WAIT. FUCKYOUUUUUUUU when i be nice you be a bitch, wtf is that.

iightlaterpangets.
LEARN YO TAG-A-LOG ;)

OUTBAYBEH.


You are so sexy, S-E-X-Y. Sexy.
LMFAO that song is like dead stuck in my head now. FML ;D

Saturday, September 19, 2009
Kay, for some reason i don't well good 8(
I feel like poop, like for no reason at all.
Like i've been punched in the stomach. Why? I don't know you ask.

Hm yesterday, jennifer's body.
Crazy sheit. The funny part was like the hovering thing. HAHA (:
Nice, i was the only cabot-er bumm. 8( , s'aaaall good though.

" Je ne amie pas tu. "
MAKES SENSE? idk, but still you better catch my drift.
Trying to be close with me so you can get those bitches against. PUHLEASE,
sorry but i'm asian and willing to kick your BE-HHHIND :D. coool

SCIENCE niiioce subject,
had to go through some wretched forest with like thorns.
HURT LIKE CRAZY, but fun.

FOUR seperate paragrahps cool right? no.


OUUUUUTBAYBEH.

Thursday, September 17, 2009
Credits to my love ; ceciliapham. Thanks for the song.

I feel like dump mang.
Weak, struggling. This song is such a cure.

TODAY
SUCKED, end of story.

tomorrow hope for? happiness (:

OUTBAYBES.

HERE'S THE LYRICS, CAUSE I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG.

You run your fingers across my lips
No I've never felt like this before, no, no
I know I'm young but I know love
And I'd know I know an angel if I saw one

But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your own words..

I'm just a simple man, simple plans,
Good work, take care of fam,
I'm sure you understand
Because you're heaven sent, independent,
Do you think you need me?
I think I need you girl, baby can't you see?

But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..

Ooh ohh.. yea..

Cards on the table
Willing and able
Stable, capable
Of holding you down
I'm just sayin..
I'm not complaining
Your love is worth waitin' for

But I know very well
Gentlemen don't kiss and tell
And I promise I won't tell the world
If you say you want to be my girl
In your words..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Kay, i don't even get notified for my notifications.
for SOME. but whatever.

So, school nice nice.
SCIENCE FOR THE WIN.
i love it i love it i love it i love it i love it.
i was like addicted to the discussion, even though i didn't participate in it.
aweeman.

FUCKMYLIFE.
baritone.
heavy as thing.
bigger then this fcuken asian :(

MYGOD!

I took this one hour nap, and i woke up.
and my left eye was blurry, i was like, "yo i'm blind!" i got so scared you don't even know. Till fag(: told me it was normal. Thanks frunko, i sorta panicked.

DONE, studying math; watch me like flunk :(
UGH, religion beatitudes nice..

BTW school's going by pretty fast actually.


loveyouoff.
OUTBAYBEH.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009
DAMN.
one syllable, four letters; DAMN

haaaah, kay so FUCKMYLIFE.
this sucks man :P By the way, joy joy NASHNASHNASH, you blend in with the walls.
love you bitchasswhore.

BTW: shout out to couusin ! / thanks for the jersey and you'll live don't worry (:

I HATE RELIGION, so boring now man.
BY THE WAY FUCK YOU DANIELLE
...you make me so sad. And guys! I'm getting good at music! I can partially read notes, like the hard ones. BAAAM.

Okaaay, i gotta get nerdy again
homework bitches.

loveyouoff.
OUT
BAYBEH.

Sunday, September 13, 2009
Yesterday, to much of a stress.
Let's just forget and ignore, i hate this mang.
...i'm gonna lose it.

School's tomorrow again, let's just stick with that.
I HATE HOMEWORK, like freeeeg man. eat yourself.
I have no time for me anymore D: , But it's all good it'll keep my useless brain functioning.

BREAKFAST yum.
CHURCH ditched, sorry man.
HOMEWORK, finishing up.

peacestalkers;
OUUTBAYBEH.


PS: we lost that thing we had before man. It's finished.

Friday, September 11, 2009
LONGDOOOOOOOOOONEEEEEE thankGod
btw, today fucken niiioce chillage, i love yooooou bhesss. :)
FRIDAYS chillages.

Break from the work today was hot ;)
nice nice nice. By the way, i'd like to mention that i love FOB people off!
" ah excooose me, where ded you get dat kobie sheirt? "
LMFAAAAAAO! LOVE YOU LOLA'S THAT I DON'T KNOW :)

and cute asian boys looking at our directions makes me PISSMYPANTS
AHAHAHA, Where's camille? I'm such a bad actress.

+ BODY IS SORE, EXTREMELY TIRED. + TOOO MUCH HMWRK, PRaCTICE GUITAR fcuk

il est mignon.
^ did i spell that right?
translate it if i did.

OUTBAYBEH.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009
i'm such a niner -_-
kay so this is the story...
i go to my locker right , the locker number they gave me yesterday..
but then i got my locker code.. which had a different locker number then the one from yesterday and i didn't bother looking at it, caus ei memorized it from yesterday.
SOMEHOW i got into that fucken locker, with the code they gave me.
WTF? piss of, thank god science isn't for homework.
shit.

anyways, ugh whatever.
298371987% not gonna make it, fuck layups.
i gotta finish homework now bye bitches.

OUTBAYBEH/

Tuesday, September 8, 2009
The first day, nice nice nice. Wink wink.
stupid tag, why didn't you guys tell me!
I had to go through math and science with that on.
EMBARRASSING? YES. LMAO THOUGH
Then i come late in sci, i look like major noob roaming those halls, i think it's funny though.
So much exercise YESSSSS(: miguel will dissapear. Okay so tomorrow full day.
OMG i think i'm gonna fall asleep.

SCHED;
math
science
LUNCH 3A
music
*religion


CHOOPPPCHOOPP/
lmao joy, " you can slice, me and trisha will chop "
" doesn't that mean the same thing? "
lawl.

loveyournoob/minorniner/yoFRESHIE.



Monday, September 7, 2009
Philippines... where to start, no where i love canada PERIOD.

Today, cool man i needed it. I MISSED YOU ALLLLLLLLLL!
i love you i love you i love you guys, :)
JELOUSY was the main topic today. PONYO and GELS AND JAN.
( btw, ponyo you fish how come you get a sweet boo? )
kareoke ! lmaolmao cool mang.

DUDE, DEAL! i'm done.
Moved forward but not that other goal i set.
BTW you fcuken TAAAAAARD don't mess with us bitches, i swear if i hear shit like that AGAIN i will beat you.

OMFG, school. Im such a amazing niner :) Watch me get stuffed in a locker. Frig.

OUTBAYBEH/

Friday, August 28, 2009
DUUUUDE,
i wanna go HOME

diarrhea lmao, fcuk :)
IMUUUUU guys!
+ pollution here sucks your cock butfaaaace!

OUTTLOVE.


Ps; home in a week, YAYAYAYAYAY. mahgosh
and and, i'm not over :) i joked.

Sunday, August 23, 2009
HAHA, done done done done. YES BITCH OVER like 1000 times :)
Yes, i'm on the computer during vacation because... mommy's taking some long ass shower.

Kay, i guess it was just some phase. Haven't thought about shit like this is such a long time.
I miss canada and my sluts, i'm such a loner here. FCUK. one more week? Then again, my real life begins. HIGHSCHOOL already? Yo man, i'm prepared :)
Let's see how my life will go now.

OUTBAYBEH.

Friday, August 14, 2009
Philippines tonight :(
Ew, i like Canada more. So im done packing, fixed my i pod got my korean music, and READY to go to KOREA, to bad it's jsut a stop but yo, i'll make the best of it. I'll be back in three weeks. I wanna get my taho, jolibee OMGAAAH. I love food :), So peace bitches, i'll take pictures...

MANILA
LAGUNA
ISABELLA
BOHOL


rawr, KOREA :)

OUTBAYBEH

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
second one is tight,
EXPOSED FOO if you ever see this in your life. LOL :)
sorry bout the n bomb , we dont mean it :)
RAPBATTLE.

Dipset them whroes and them bitches boo,
and i know you got them fucken niggus too,
you dont, need to rub it in ma face about yo sexy race,
its azn for the win enbrace!
I know youre not into my rhymes , but
i needa burn you from time to time
its payback back without them homo bills
it's the sense i wanna kill.
i thought our love was ever-lastin boo
but ya nig, you broke it to
stabbed my heart once or twice, now liisten up to some of my advice
You dont need what you got, going on in yo gay brain
but maintain the shit that remains when you were born,
now yo shit is torn apart , yo son you need a brain. Or a heart it aint the same.
Fuck them 69's , hug them round the waist
yes embrace i dont want those years to go to waste
that never endin love is hard to explain
harder than that shit monopoly game
in the couple of years them lies and tears scared our heart, man fosho we was apart.

-trishfag.


uh uh uh uh It's like this yo Get your Ass up nigga so some respect nigga beef is that wut i detect bitch y u is callin my girl a hoe i own u like snake eye's in Gi joe I chopped your girl to every segment she stuck to my did like a magnet Let's talk bout yo momma for a minute w8 thats how long it took me to get her pregnant to bitch. Better step back i pop u like a pistol in iraq! BRAAAAAP
-mikefag.

I'm blogging at four in the morning because i've decided i might just let go. No clue.

Tired, up with sam booooy all night! KOREAN NOODLES BIZNOTCH :) Love it.
I ENVY ENVY KIDDOS, i got none LOL.
SHOUTOUT! asian hottie who waved today, in purple hat. HOLLA.

...Even if i do slice and chop. I know i'm party into you.

OUTBAYBEH

Sunday, August 9, 2009
Yes, i spilled it bitch! FEELS GOOD :D
I've never guess this would happen.

CAN'T SLEEP, popcorn and water yummy. Tomorrow please don't rain? I need outage yo. I didn't even tell daddydukes yet. So flipside, on saturday early moooorn. EXCITED, but i wanna stay here, missing sooo much fcuk yo. S'iight, (:
WHOA, cannot believe i'm in this right now, that's what you call carefree and happy son.
Grey contacts tomorrow? HOPESYO.

OUTBAYBEH.

Saturday, August 8, 2009
ATEEEH, imma fix this shit just for you, cause you're cool. AWH, i hate this plan faaaaaaail.
PHILIPPINES FRIDAY, omgssssh i wanna go actually :) ILL COME BACK FOB, and get my ass kicked in hs. 8) , us asians. ANYWAYS, today is so ghetto it's boring as HEYLL. It's only 2:58 like wtf.
BOOKED WHOLE WEEK, Nikks,clams,wland,ouut <3
:)
OOY , im done

PEACE
BAYBEH.
PS, hoy psssst ;)

Friday, August 7, 2009
FLIPSIDE TRIP SOON, one week left son. I dislike packing, so i'll do it the last minute.

Arranging my closet and starting to put my JC uniforms in daaaamn yo, i'll miss my dutty clothes :)
Tonight asian jam. I hate being the first one to leave, fcuk daddies work. Babes, where's the sun? It's so dark son.

I do still miss you. I still think back about the times when our love still existed, too bad it will never happen again. It's meant to be this this way. It use to be "
Us against the world ", now i'ts just " me, myself, and i " Thanks for everything, IM DONE.

PEACEBAYBEH

Tuesday, August 4, 2009
OMFG, long time no blog son. AHHHH BIRTHDAY JAM so jokes. I LOVE C.L.A.M.S (asian group)
lmao, scary movie was practically turned into a parody. I was with these asians ALL WEEKEND. I love it. Sitting ont he roof, watching kulam, jumpshot attempts, park, chasing jano. HOHYES, them sunday was hot,
litterally. WE'RE SO DARK SON. I finally learned how to swim :). Memories; parking lot invaded by asians, being loud, learning to swim, pissing the pool (EXPOSEDLOVE), SIXFEET, those other asian bitches, Laughing at eachothers tans, playing bal, wagon ride, fail to do the love picture LOL. I love you clams. Had sucha sexxed week <3.>BAYBEH

Monday, July 27, 2009
Mannnnnnn, i need my cartilage pierced! ASAP. So fucken template pissed me off today, 'tarded playlist wouldn't move anywhere. It's like hidden behind the navi's. Sorry bout that.
KJHDQJKWH! Poo you, you're a fag SORRY. I need to rent this out, whole reason why i made a blog :) Birthday soon yo, i honestly forgot about it. I really don't give a shit this year.
Also, past running through my mind again son. It sucks for you now, but whenever you need help I'm here skaweqsdka. TRUST. No plans tomorrow, but i needa watch HARRYPOTTER son! night.
IF ANYONE KNOWS WHERE TO GET THEIR CARTILAGE PIERCED MSGMSGMSG!

OUTBAYBEH.

Sunday, July 26, 2009
Sherkstooooon, that was niiooce. OUU WEE, park at night, acting like retarded asians son, tryna work that fire, running in the rain, worms, tent chillages, scary van shit, SPIDERGAME, six people yo LMFAO. That was fun, i'm tanned as fcuk! oh well, y'know it's summer botch :). BTW,BTW! Where were them asian boys at? Walked and passed. DAMN. Fun yo, fun.

+ I DON'T LIKE YOU, if you wanna assume know the shit you talk!
dhumbfcukdhumbfcukdhumbfcuk
. WATCH YO BACK SON!

Friday, July 24, 2009
Kay, well sherkston hello i'm coming. Not so much people going, but y'know i need a good weekend :) UGH, stupid elastics such a peeeeesoff.


PISSED;ajdlk;lkjcnopwaeirpoqwekrp
lksckqwlkd !

seeyouintwo.

LATERBAYBEH; ihateyou.

Thursday, July 23, 2009
KAY NO.
ANYWAYS, today was alright, it began ugly though woke up at 12 and only had 10 mins to shower and 4 mins to change and straighten my hair. It was a fail. A person like me needs at least 45 minutes to get ready. Give me less and i'll look like that witch from snow white.
-MANDERIN was yummy :) + i love fried shrimp sushi BITCH!
-PET STORE was ugly, fucken puppies sniffing each others ass, and ganged up on this poor yorkshire.
-DENTIST total fail. What happened to " you'll get your baces off in two weeks " I'm there bitch, how come my braces aren't off? LMAO, i swore i heard a little boy say fuck while i was waiting. But he was so cute :)
Well, gotta pack later for tomorrow. SHERKSTON! I really don't wanna go buuuut, y'know -_-

PEACE BAYBEH.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009
PLANS, down the drain. It's alright though i was sorta lazy, and my brain was being un-productive.
This day is so yuck. The rain is so depressing, bringing them shit back. S'all good.

RRRREGRETS, i actually have one.
sorry, but i kinda hate dislike you, please fffffffcuk off! TARDSHIT
i WARNED you i didn't want to be a hater but you pulled the last nerve son. Sex yourself :)


shameshameshame.
SUCKMYNUTSFOOOOOO!

psbabe; driftationcaresdecreased

Monday, July 20, 2009
Driftation, i miss you dude. Where you at! I have to release the unpleasent thoughts in my mind. Honestly, i'm loosing it but gaining it. The bad's turning into the good. I've moved on :)

On my mind.

First of all, DAMN BOY you don't want to turn me into your hater, TRUST.
Tomorrow is sexy dude.
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU KWEJKLQWJE,

( if you think i'm talking about ex-'him', you ain't right )

PS PS; I LOVEEE FUCKEN BOYS OVER FLOWERS!
jun pyo, he's my bab
e ;)

Friday, July 17, 2009
I hate loosing people like that, it truly upsets me. Remember back in the day when we were tight, loved each others company. Now you've drifted, WHY? I don't have a clue. Do you hate me? I actually miss you, no more friend by my side. DAMN, it's just really bothering me.. Oh well :) expect nothing. imybutch!

Monday, June 29, 2009
Thanks, for ditching me. I appreciate it A LOT. Dude, I'm not listening to them. But should I? NO. NO. NO. I don't want to! I'm watching ENCHANTED, eating chip and drinking coke all by myself, and IM SO JELLIN! fuck this man. FML losershit.

Saturday, June 27, 2009
I can't believe it's all done! GRAD LUNCHEON was fun b. Chugging sherily temples down, YUM. Eating rum brownies. Omg, it's hard to leave all this behind! Gradnight was fun. Crying, sweating, not being able to breathe. I LOVE MY CUTE SEVERNER BOYS :), + Yamika. I'll miss each and every single one of you, AU REVOIR! As we move on we'll remember all the good times we spent together.

Monday, June 22, 2009
Winning wasn't important. It seemed like it was, but now it's not. At least i had the guts to go up there. I worked my ass off i bet anything i did. And you little fucken faggot says shit making it seem like i only did that in 3 seconds excuse me .Don't be a little bitch about everything. Im positive at least. Cause sadly you're too pussy. Bragging brings you to this spot. SO STFU i hope you get it back.

Sunday, June 21, 2009
BITCCCCCCH!, i want this so bad cause i want to make my asian parents proud. It sucks that i have so much competition! ( THE SMART ONES ) PROCRASTIONATION SUCKS COCK ME. I know i won't walk away with anything that why i'm aiming for this, and i'll take any oppertunity to walk home with something. I GOTTA FINISH THIS :)

Saturday, June 20, 2009
This whole week, i finally realized... WHO NEEDS BOYS. Am i right? The opposite gender is such a confusing species, it's kinda annoying. To be honest i rather have numerous amounts of wifeys instead of a boy. Seriously, i know that feeling boys give you that your friends can't give you, but your friends will always be there y'know what im saying. If a boy leaves you, your friends will still be there. But you know what confuses me the most? If love isn't a game why are there soo many players?; I had this talk yesterday with my Brothaa from another mothaa, you don't wanna hear what i said about them players who CLICK and DITCH. Ugh, it's pointless it's not gonna get anywhere right now right? But, after this blog i still love my fag boy.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Add Image
Add VideoFinally all the crap is done ( boys thangs ) I've lerarned to never do that again, cause it won't be only you that's getting hurt. Now I've realized I'm pretty content with everything. I could stand the hate, but i wish they all new it was a mistake. And I'm not that type of person they think i am. I don't know where they're getting it from but i don't know, i just kind of wished they didn't think that. It's probably cause there's gay kids and make up shit cause they don't give a damn about how the person feels. I don't know, whatever im happy now :)